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People talk about New Year’s resolution to welcome the year of 2013. Since I’m celebrating the eve in different way (not in Year’s end holiday or semester break), my resolutions are to finish all assignments, pass all tests, and keep my grade score above 3,50. As much as I hate assingments, they aren’t be finished by themselves. And I still have to worry about final tests. What a busy life. But I won’t be a party pooper in this celebration. After all issues about December 21th, 2012, we should be grateful because we’re still alive to welcome New year. I mean, the end of the world will eventually happen and we never know when it is. It’s important to thank God’s mercy for giving us chances to live. Isn’t it wonderful?

I personally don’t really have further thought about my resolutions. If I still have things to do in next 5 months, then my plan will be related in those times. For example, my college education is my first priority and I have plans about it. Though I’m not calling them as my new year’s resolutions, they’re still plans I tend to complete in the future. Well, times flow fast. Just hope that I do it in the right way. 🙂

Before I forgot, I want to tell you about my Candy Candy reading. Finally, I’ve finished all volumes and my conclusion that the last volume seemed so rushed to be finished. I’m a bit dissapointed with how the story ended. Well, as we’ve known, it’s not ours to decide the ending. Though I can still voice my dissapointment of the ending of Candy Candy. 😐

By the way, I begin to watch Cardcaptor Sakura again. I have plan to download all videos, so wish me luck.

At last, happy new year 2013.


Usually I just like collecting mp3 files of Owl City and Sky Sailing‘s songs since I can’t buy the albums. I never bother watching MVs and don’t find it necessary to download them. Now, downloading Adam Young’s MV seems so awesome to do. I’ve downloaded Fireflies, Vanilla Twilight, To the Sky, When Can I See You Again, and Good Time. Others are lyric videos such as Shooting Star and Dear Vienna, and lyric version of first two songs I mentioned above. It’s actually great to watch my favorite artist in music videos whenever I want. Wow, why haven’t I done it before?

For lyric videos, they will also be in my download lists when I get chances. The idea came from my Conversation teacher; he showed us few lyric videos and it caught my interets. Well, I just think that I would need them in my teaching. If not, then I think it’s okay to collect them. 😆 I’ve already updated my freemake software version, so it won’t be any problem for me like yesterday. Good thing I asked my classmate who is also using Freemake, otherwise I wouldn’t ever figure out why the software hasn’t been working properly. :/

Oh by the way, happy Christmas folks! Enjoy your holiday! 😀


I’m in an exciting mood to write more posts. Making posts in all three blogs I have for two days straight was reeallyy awesome. I hope this week will courage me to write good posts, since I am easily driven by mood. It kinda sucked when you have that writing mood and the concept is formed perfectly, but then you’re distracted by something else and everything is ruined. Gah! Not kewl at all. I don’t want to make a habit of abandoning all drafts on dashboard and skipping what I should have writen today. Also, I won’t insist on making long post and focusing more on the main topic of my post. Usually I would always make sure to write more than 300 words post so it won’t look short. Apparently all previous posts I’ve made kind of stuffed by repetance ideas and sentences. Ugh.. What a trash. I am so sucked. 😐

By the way, tonight is the Christmas Eve. Since I don’t celebrate Christmas, I can only wish a wonderful Christmas for those who celebrate it. Hmm.. I wonder if someone would love to share one of their presents to me. Heheh… 😀


I’ve never known about “Candy Candy” until one of my friends mentioned it in our junior high school day. It amazed me how such a manga can still be fancied by teenagers in whole world, and even there’re a lot of stuffs made based on the story by its fans. Wow. Luckily, I can read the scanlation on Mangafox. I am declaring myself as one of Candy Candy’s fan. Weelll… Not those kinds of fan who like collecting Candy Candy’s stuffs, I’m not really into that thing. Candy Candy’s story is the one that really touched me with the pureness and beauty of all aspects. I’m kind of regretting how late I’ve been to read Candy Candy. I should have read it loonggg aga when I got a chance.

My reading is currently in Volume 5, and I’m reaaaalllyy looking forward to downloading the rest of the scanlation. I should thank Mangafox admin for the service, or else I wouldn’t ever get a chance to know the pretty Candy and her stories. Looooveeee it so much!!

Honestly, I’d love it if Candy ended up with Terry. But from what I’ve found in Google that they’re not together. Hm… Albert is trully charming, but for me his character is very vague in the story. Well.. It’s the author who made the manga, not us. 😆 I still love Candy Candy though. 🙂

By the way, in case if you want to know who my favorite chara is… Obvously, the answer is CANDICE WHITE ARDLEY! 🙄 heheh… Between Anthony and Terry, I would much prefer Terry. Reason? Girls always love Bad boys.. :3


Emak

If it wasn’t from this woman, neither I nor my brother would be exsist in this world. I have all kinds of word to describe how much she means to me, but all I can say is hundreds and hundreds thank you. I won’t know how much time left to see your face everyday, but I will use every chance I have to kiss your hand before depart and arrive from campus. Children in Indonesia, including celebrate this day of thankfulness for their mothers’ infinite contributions in our life, from the tiniest part to the biggest thing we’ve been grateful of; bringing us to the life and raising us until now. Thanks Emak. Hundreds and hundreds thanks for you. Love you.

Happy Indonesian Mothers Day everyone! 🙂


One of my friends commented about girls wearing too much makeup at campus today. It didn’t really bother me much, but I did winced when she said that. Some girls have tendencies to wear more makeups that made them look like they’re bunches of zombies with a bit of colour. Me, on the other hand, aren’t confident enough with all makeups tihings. But I’ve been wearing kohl to make my eyes for fun, it looks cool and I really like the way it makes my eyes got sharper. However, since kohl is also a part of makeups fashion, could it mean that I’ve been wearing overdoing makeups? Usually girls in my class only apply the minimal touch of makeup on their faces, excluding eyeliner. They obviously are aware of my kohl eyes, kind of making me feel nervous. What if they thought I’m doing too much??

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Hey, I’m in breakfast right now. After resting my brain for few hours, I feel better on most parts. My mind is still troubled by some thoughts, but mostly I am better than last night. Usually I could let my frustation go after writing couples of sentence on a post. I suppose I was really in bad shape yesterday. *insert an awkward laugh here*

I never fond of whining about my days. I mean, I would still rant about a specific event happened in my day, but mostly I avoid telling how frustated or weecked I am. You wouldn’t have a blog just to contain all whines and rants over and over about your days, wouldn’t you? Two previous posts weren’t my first whiny posts, but reading them is enough for me to realize that how childish I was, and still am. I don’t want to sound like a high school girl that always whines over everything on blog and using the same words again and again. I want to handle my problems like an adult I am, and post a serious topic on my blog. How can I step into the mature stage if I still can’t pass my whiny behaviour?

Sure, to have some times for tiny whines won’t hurt you. It’s actually relaxing and it’s normal. But we can’t solve problems with whines. We can’t find the better way of making our problem easy by occupying my brain with whines. I should have handle it with cool mind, and whining makes me feel ashamed. I’m 21, and still whine like a 12 year old child?

Yeah, well.. The point is, I really want to stop making whiny post. I want to write good events and not to make lame descriptions about how bad my day is. As I’ve said, I’m an adult. I won’t waste my time whining. It’s not a wise thing to do.


I am kind of feeling screwed right now. I had to start this day with a lot of chores, rushed everything like crazy to be on time at campus, and I didin’t even finish my assingments before going. I was in verge of tears with all rushing and unfinished works, and I didn’t even have lunch. To make a final, I also had to watch such a riddiculous drama in my class. 😐

Am I cursed by bad luck today?

I don’t know what is wrong with today. I had hoped that I could go to campus, spent an hour before class to download some videos or other things, and carry on for the rest of day being happy. It turned out to be one of worst days ever!

This week has been draining me with all frustations and sickening feelings. I feel like I just want to lock myself in my room for an entire day, to escape and go somewhere. I’m so stressed. I really wanted to talk about it on my blog, but I never had any will to write a single post. It makes me wonder whether i’m getting bored with blogging or I’m just caught up with my frustationat the moment. Either way, it sure is annoying the hell out of me and I need to fix it. I absolutely don’t want to face tomorrow with foul mood. 😐


Starting this week’s classes with flu is hell, but it happened to me apparently. I came to campus yesterday in bad shape, flu and all, and AC worsened it. You could imagine how it felt to sit in the class, sniffling, sneezing, massaging nose and head and cursing inwardly. Ugh… It’s humiliating enough when my lecturer adviced me to go home early. 😐

I admit that yesterday I wasn’t in a good mood. My parents got into a fight in the morning and I spent hiding and listening inside my room. It’s kind of making me fell worse than ever, so I might be something that had caused my flu. Or maybe I was to careless with my healthness, I don’t know. Either way, my Monday was ruined by flu. 😐

Aside of that, I was actually a bit glad to know my classmate has been using Fremake Videe Downloader to download all videos he wanted. He said it worked well and thanked me for installing it to his laptop. The feeling when you knew you helped people and they’re grateful for it is wonderful. 🙂 I hope more people would use this freeware because for me it’s better option than IDM. Well, others will disagree, and I won’t blame them. It’s merely my opinion, so if you still prefer IDM then it’s okay. 😆 I am not really good with cracking and patching, and I hate whenever IDM can’t be used it prevents us to download any file. If you have another better program, let me know. I’d love to try it. 🙂

Oh well, I have no topic to discuss right now. I’ll talk more tomorrow, I guess. Later people.


At first, I planned to make this blog as a full English blog. I don’t know why I seemed to forget, or even reluctant to do that plan. I wasn’t sure if I could do it, and to be honest I wasn’t really confident with my English writing.

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